draft1

@Sanjibda , am a man of Manpower planning, bit a layman to put light on a issue like North eastern cinema & amature in content writing too.
I would like to concentr

Twilight at Barapani-Meghalaya

Barapani also known as Umiam Lake is between Guwahati(86 kms)and Shillong (16 Kms), the capitals of two north-eastern states of Assam and Meghalaya. A picturesque place for its idyllic beauty with the backdrop of rolling hills, green meadow, cool sparkling streams and winding roads is amazing. Had been travelling through this place since early eighties but took this snap during September 2008 in the twilight hours on my way down to Guwahati from Shillong.

fishout of water.

Friends I would like to start(about me) my chilhood as it might help you to undefstand the impacts on me in my later stages. I borned at a small town Badarpur. its a vally town on river Barak .
The memories are still vivid how my father made enough money throuhg Panchgram Cement cement factory as a Civil contrator. But my Paa's a man with his Own euphoric fantasies. Very hot tampered with red big eyes. He started practicing extraordinary ways(Easiest but deadliest) to made mone to achieve the 7 '0' mark.But things had not gone the way as he thought & exactly within one year lost all his savings. I started my schooling that time.Paa had tried many other ways like business, but couldn't make the things as it was before. He started drinking to subsidr his frustration.
Now I would like to introduce my mother who besides those discomfort brought up her 3 childrens undef her own care. She is a woman of strong ethical values though never tried to overbored it on us. I really greatful to mother for giving us the chan

A Fish Out of Water

I don't know how many of you can relate to this, but I've always felt like a fish out of water. I'm always that odd person out, who just doesn't quite belong in the picture. Looking back I now see how awkward I have always been, and in an odd kind of way it was a choice I made and not something that I was forsaken to like some kind of sentence. Perhaps there is a novelty in standing out and defying the masses, and although I have felt alienated at times I don't think I have it in me conform to a mold that I don't understand.

I don't even know where to begin describing how I never quite fit in. In University I landed the perfect part-time job as a Private tutor. It became a real passion of mine as I moved up in ranks as the top Tutor in my Locality(Lumding ,Assam), Teaching other people, and realizing in myself something I never knew I had in me. I had discovered an extrovertedness that seemed to come so naturally that the confidence in me lasted for years as I graduated with my BSc and embarked on my first career in the real world. I had somehow managed to convince these Logicalbigwigs that an Maths major like me was capable of succeeding in the IT Sector as soon as I reached Delhi.

Looking back I realize how happy I am now even though I still struggle with fitting in. It is an odd phenomenon being an Noirth East Indian in an environment that preaches diversity, and yet is filled with minorities who feel trapped by the stigma of their backgrounds. It is an unspoken rule that if one wanted to move up at work, one had to be fully assimilated. No accents, and no rice in the lunch room.